When my wife wanted to separate, I was lost. I wasn't looking for God. I had a conversation with my mother-in-law, and she was telling me about her experience. I really wasn't hearing her though. Then the next morning, something told me to talk to a buddy at work. I didn't realize he was spiritual, and he was a very powerful speaker. Then it hit me – I could feel God's touch. Everything became clear. I realized what I had not been doing with my life. I knew exactly what I needed to do. I've been on this path ever since. No matter what happens with my wife and myself, I will keep walking this path and all my trust will be in the Lord. I have been tested many times since I started this path, and I will not waiver.
I was baptized when I was younger. I really haven't been a believer until now. When I talked with my spiritual friend that morning, at the end he asked if I accepted Christ as my savior and that if I accept that Jesus died on the cross for me. I said yes without hesitation – that was really big for me. In the past I would always hesitate. I've told friends and family that I am a follower and also people that I really don't know. I've been blessed with also helping some people recently. I want to declare my faith in church before God. I've gone to a few churches trying to find the right place for me. When I came to church project, I knew that this was home. This is where I want to be baptized.